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09/13/2007: "~ Dad in Hospital... ~"
Yes, again, Dad in the hospital.... Lu made it over first, then me, then Bubby. Mel next, I think.....
I'm ever so thankful that I have two parents at this time in my life and theirs. I know the time is coming, but I'm not ready yet. I was really afraid when Dad went in this time, primarily because if he can't see I think he'll be very unhappy. Tuesday was better than Monday, as he was speaking distinctly (even without dentures) and able to eat on his own.
It isn't death I'm afraid of, it's the time just before when there is uncertainty and pain. And, yes, inconvenience. It is very inconvenient to be dependent. But, as they say, God gives you pain so you know it's time to go.
Anyway, I'm hoping the vision returns enough to not interfere with Dad's quality of life much more than it already had. Not driving will take away "manliness" I think. Mostly I pray that he and Bubby will work things out and come to a more loving understanding than has existed as of late. It needs to happen now. as in NOW.
Well, haven't slept well for three nights: one in not knowing, two in being away from home, so I better be getting on in there and settling down. Pop should be home tomorrow, so I can talk at him Friday AM.
