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11/17/2001 Archived Entry: "Poor Puppy"

Poor little puppy got run over today. We buried her. I wouldn't look at her other side. She was still so warm and pretty with her eyes trying to see me...............

Since the thing with Reg turning me away from Whit and Olivia, and the thing with David, and AZ, I had managed to turn off my emotions and feelings so I couldn't hurt so bad. Princess found her way inside that wall and made me laugh and play like I hadn't done in years. She also made me cry, and once again I am vulnerable.

Well, I guess I'm human again, caring again, more than ever, and open for more hurting. Don't know if that is a good thing or a bad thing, but it is.