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02/17/2002 Archived Entry: "Matt came"

Matt came and shared in song with us again today. We ALL received a blessing. Preacher was talking about his first appointment (again) this time with the emphasis.....

God answers prayer in ways that He knows are best for you. You may not always realize it, but He does.

I've been thinking. Hubby says my change in meds made me do it. But I've been thinking anyway. Thinking how if I'd have worked for money the way I do now long ago I might have valued keeping it more. Maybe appreciated it, and not shared it as much with "cons". Now, anybody who stops in here who HAS conned me, please don't take offense that I know who you are and what you have done, because I have been a willing victim, thinking I was doing right according to Jesus.

Well, the judge shows help too in showing idiocy for what I have been. I am ever so blessed to have the hubby I DO have. Another might have left me to my own undoings. Says he: everybody has faults and problems of some type. Okay, sweetie. If you say so. I think my shortcomings are a bit much, particularly when I look at you and see how wonderful and straight and honest you are.

Thinking about somebody, too, who cannot be straight with me because of mistakes that person has made. Maybe I understand a bit of Hubby's loving me anyway when I feel that other person avoiding me because I know. And, yes, I know. But people are who they are. Maybe I can give myself some benefit of the doubt one of these days instead of continuing to beat myself up about choices I made as long as decades ago.

Tomorrow is another day. Things to do, places to go, people to see. you know. another day, another 76 cents to earn.

Happy birthday, Miss June.